22-year-old Oghosa Ovienrioba pictured above became addicted to watching porn when she was 14. And from the ages of 18 to 21, she would lock herself in a dark room and watch adult movies endlessly. At her worst point, Oghosa would masturbate between five and six times a day – and watched a total of over 400 hours of adult material.
Oghosa, who began watching online pornography in 2006, speaks of her addiction;
‘I
was 14 years old when I went to find porn on the internet. It was out
of curiosity and it was just a simple Google search for me to get hold
of an adult movie. When I first watched it, my reaction was shock. But
gradually over time, that shock becomes excitement and I would use any
porn that I could get my hands on.
I
was watching it so much that I started to get bored by the “normal”
soft porn movies. I wasn’t getting the buzz that I felt when I first saw
it – in fact I was almost desensitised to that content. I went from
watching soft pornography to dodgier stuff to get the kick I needed.
I
was at a university and alone in a new city. I guess it was a trigger
and I just went downhill from there. For a period of two to three
years, I was watching porn on a daily basis and sometimes masturbating
over six times per day. It was all I could think about. I didn’t see
people as people anymore – they were just sex objects to me.
The
simplest things could set me off such as a girl unbuttoning her blouse
or a boy taking his top off. Everything made me want more. I would sit
in my room alone for hours, with the lights off, watching porn. I felt
lonely and ashamed of myself.’
When
Oghosa turned 21, she found Christianity and knew it was time to
confront her problem. She made several lifestyle changes so she would
not return to old habits again. She says:
‘I
spoke to a friend about my addiction and that was a huge release for
me. It was a first step. Talking about it made me realise how much of a
problem it was – you’re only as sick as the secrets you keep.
As
a Christian, you have to be quite controlled about what you let into
your heart, in terms of what you see and do. So now, I don’t read sex
scenes in books and I don’t listen to oversexualised music.
There
are some artists that just sing about sex and it’s best to avoid that, I
also try to avoid inappropriate programmes on TV late at night.’
As
part of her recovery process, she posted a YouTube video in February
2014 in which she revealed her porn addiction to the world. The response
from viewers was overwhelmingly positive. She explains:
‘When
I read some of the comments on that video, it brings a tear to my eye.
People have told me how alone they felt with their addiction until they
saw my video.’
Oghosa believes that there should be age restrictions on online pornography to make it less available to children.
‘It’s
heartbreaking to know that children can still access pornography so
easily like I did. There are age restrictions on drinking and smoking –
the same should go for porn.’
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